Change of Heart

I feel that I'm at a crossroads
I don't know which way to go
You say that I am changing
Into someone that you don't know
Who I am and who I'll be
Is locked inside, inside of me

And if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend
If we break apart?
How do I make, how will you take
My change of heart?

For years you have been my bestfriend
I thought that would always be
You know that I just can't pretend
It's written all over me
'Cuz where I'll go
And what I'll do, I just can't see
My life without you

If I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend
If we break apart?
How do I make, how will you take
My change of heart?

Moving on is gonna take some time
When I'm gone, you might have
A change of mind
Gotta take the chance,
No matter what I find.
No matter how far I travel
I think of you as home
Its not about finding someone else,
Its all about being alone

Because who I am and who I'll be
Is locked inside, inside of me
'Cuz if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend,
If we break apart?
How will I make, how will you take
My change of heart?

PS: This is my 100th blogpost

Looking for Scrubs as gift?

I have been a constant visitor to the hospital lately due to my ongoing lab exam. What I noticed though is the common nursing uniform of their staff. I admire that as time pass the white uniform was replace with a more colorful hues. Most of my friends are nurses and one of them is going to celebrate his birthday and I want to buy him a gift. It’s a good thing that I have come across this very cool site who offer custom made scrubs.

I feel ecstatic just thinking about my friend’s reaction to my gift and I know it will definitely be the talk of his friends. What I like about the site is that they not only customized your scrubs they also have a wide variety of nursing scrub uniforms. You’ll be amazed how nice the medical uniforms nowadays and there are so many choices and options for you.

Amazing how online shopping makes life more easy for busy people like me. Instead of going to the mall shopping for a gift to a good friend now this medical uniforms store have help me a great deal solve my dilemma. It’s really a big help to me since I have many friends who work as a nurse so why not give them something they’ll treasure and use for a long time.

10-10-10

Today is a very special date triple 10 in the calendar. But for me it's just an ordinary day with a unique numbers. So how are you my blogger friends? It's been awhile since I've visited my site or write anything interesting in here I guess I was so engrossed with my so-called. That so-called life consist of work-home-sleep a continuous routine and cycle everyday for more than a year now. Hmmm I seem to be a bit boring nowaday I don't know what happen to me this past year but seems I haven't find enjoyment on most things. I feel like I've been struggling for no reason at all, so much discontent, so much insecurities and then shyness overshadow my new found confidence. Is it because of where I'm working and the way the boss is treating me or was there just so many lies and disillusionment along the way. I mean it's not a very stressful job as most of the time I'm just waiting for the clock to strike 6pm so I can go home. Not so challenging or tiresome as my previous job however, sometimes I just can't understand how to cope up with my boss unpredictable temper and her penchant of reprimanding you in public with so many people listening. It's not that I've always been reprimanded as I've always watch that I do my job well it's just maybe I need a little bit of appreciation for all the work that I've done not be like a robot that continuous on moving without emotion. And since I'm experiencing a little bit of difficulty with regards to my health hence I decided to file for early resignation effective on the 15th. I feel kind of uncertain on how things will turn out afterwards but deep inside I know it's the right thing to do since I'm no longer happy with my job and where I'm connected. But I know that God will not forsake me on this new journey of mine to total healing and recovery from everything that's bothering me both physical, mental and spiritual. I close my eyes and say a little prayer to God that He will ease up the transition in the coming days and also my full health recovery. That's all friends happy 10-10-10 and may all your wishes and dreams come true.

Love Is

They say it's a river, circles the earth
A beam of light shining to the edge of the universe
It conquers all
It changes everything
They say it's a blessing
They say it's a gift
They say it's a miracle and I believe that it is
It conquers all
but it's a mystery
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And fades away so easily
In this world we've created
Where this place that we lived
In a blink of an eye the darkness slips in
Love lights the world, unites the love that's for eternity
Love breaks the chain
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain
And turns it in to the beauty that remains
Look at this place
It was paradise but now it's dying
I'll brave the love
I'll take my chances that it's not too late
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And fades away so easily
Love breaks the chain
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain
And turns it in to the beauty that remains

PS: very beautiful and meaningful song

Good Morning World!

I just thought to drop by in here my long forgotten blog. It seems I have forgotten my many random blogs in the Internet because I was too pre-occupied with my so-called reality. Hey this blog is my escape to my world where I pour out all my thoughts, misgivings, hurt, pain, joy and all wishful thinkings. If you really want to know what's inside of me then you've come to the right place. I have so many blogs in here some a bit personal, some just random stuff a little bit here and there.

So what have I been up to why I suddenly go hiatus oh well let's just say I just came back from my rollercoaster ride with a special friend. It was a journey with so many mixed emotions. Sometimes I feel like flying so high I can touch the sky and when it seems you can't really quite get enough of it the ride plunge as if you're falling down, down and nowhere else to go. It was one exhilarating ride and it was all I ever think about for a time. I guess I got a little bit obsess and get more than I bargain for. I should have not make it my world and let other people in but sometimes I don't listen to reason. It was an experience I would have not trade for anything in the world, it was a ride I never thought I would take but over all I learn a lesson that not all things you wanted in your life you can have. But even if you feel down after finding that fact heck life still goes on and you'll smile afterwards and just think of that ride and whether you want to do it again :-0

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