Random Poetry

Here

Here in my heart is where you belong
Here in my life is where you will stay
Two worlds finally collided
Forever till eternity

11-14-06 around 12:30am

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Moments

Every moment of my waking day
is filled with thoughts of you
Every second of the hour
filled my heart with joy
Every night as I go to sleep
I thank the Lord above
Everyday of my life
that he gave you to me
For baby my life is not the same
with you here in my life :)

written 11-14-06 at 10:51am for Tk

Birthday Thoughts

Just finish celebrating my bday yesterday and it was small and simple :) Although I said it was just another bday its actually not since so many things happen to me this year. Some I would really love to forget to oblivion and never resurface in this fertile brain of mine but every event in our lives has a meaning has a purpose maybe mine was to get closer to God and to see my life in a different angle than my preconceived notion before. Searching and hoping to find meaning in my life and have peace within myself not knowing that by turning away from God I create great confusion and so many roads should have not been travel if I only know where to look and go whenever the worry bug hit me and insecurity sits in. But human as we are, we tend to find meaning outside our religious and spiritual context but in the end we realize there is no greater truth than God's love for us. I have not always been like this my mind was like a sponge wanting to know everything this world could ever give and offer. I even find myself studying new age movement but everything is just lies created by human wanting to find deeper meaning with their existence. Nothing wrong you might say but when you are into deeper with these things and get so hooked up not just the basic knowledge you find in the dummy book or some articles in newspaper and magazine then that's the time you questions God existence. If there is a God why would he gives us suffering why would my life not be a bed of roses, why can't I have everything I want but when you get to see closer at your questions you will realize how selfish you are, how self-centered only thinking about what's gonna best suit you. But life is more than just living for yourself and giving the best of everything for your being it is so much more....It is how you live your life and touch other people lives not by the material things you've given but by the quality of time you spend with your close friends and family. The little sacrifice you give, the little things, the simple things, the care and the love. So I guess it's not just another bday for me...it is a new gift, a new life, a new hope and a new love...I am not a perfect person I have so many imperfections and insecurities but I accept it gracefully cause the only way to be happy and be at peace with your life is by loving yourself more and sharing it with everyone

PS: written this last oct. 16, 2006 a year that made a big difference in my life.....

Thank You

Somewhere along the way you meet people who let you see how much of life you missed out and let you see a different perspective than your own preconceived notion then you realize that life is just not as simple as ABC. Life is for you to live it fully and not just dream about it when you go to sleep or let your imagination do the job. For one to enjoy life you must grasp it wholeheartedly, cherish the moment, live only for today, love fully, hurt so much, fall so hard, cry your heart out, laugh out loud and reach out to others. Don't hide yourself in your sheltered little world and just imagine of things to come or wish for the life you want instead try to mold yourself to what you want your life to be. I've just realized how much of life I've taken for granted but then someone came and let you see its not too late to enjoy your moment, to be able to live again without conditions, without regret, without restrictions and be like the bird in the sky so carefree. The only way you could ever show your appreciation is just by saying thank you for the things that open my eyes to a new perspective. Yes I am a dreamer but sometimes dreamer's don't just dream they live too for the moment...

PS: an old post written June 17, 2007

Bonjour

Here I am again after almost a year of hiatus lol...I always forgot some of the websites/blogsites that I have join and only to remember again when a friend ask me if I have a blogsite or imeem or youtube....I am like that a bit crazy, a bit forgetful but very loveable hehehe anyways bear with me if my blog have no content I'm just so busy and seems I am lost for words....I do have another blogsite the addy is http://sonnenscheinz.com/...tc all